*Ahem*

Dear Mr. Tree,

I apologize for breaking off a branch of yours and even ripping out some of your leaves, but you are crowding my swing set. I would appreciate it greatly if you did grow out your limbs elsewhere.
Thank you.
Sincerely,
Grace

But chu ah 3 inches tall, Alice. Chu ah!

I'm proud of myself. I ate very well today. I resisted junk food twice today and lasted 7 hours without eating! I'm not anorexic, just trying not to eat compulsively. I never ate ANYTHING during the winter because I was never hungry, but now that it's spring all I can think of is food. Ugh...
Having Sabrina around doesn't help much either. She loves to eat and we have so much junk food at my house. It's like Wonderland here.
On another note.... Forever21 is stalking me or something. It's a little unsettling but at the same time exciting. My style is in style! It's doll-inspired I believe, too. Funny, huh? :p
I know what I'm doing with all of my dolls now, speaking of them. Annnnnd I got my mom to let me get 2 more so William and Holly are last on my list. Don't think of me as strange, but I'm actually getting Holly so I can turn her into myself... *flinches* It's sounds spooky now but I think it will turn out cute!
Ok... Not so much then.

Goodbye, goodbye.
P

Summer is close

I know because I'm suddenly bored all the time and all I want to do is swing outside.
So nothing truly interesting to talk about today. I have the urge to start another fanfic but this time not about Newsies. (By the way, I have to inform my readers that I'm... aborting my fanfic fetus. As much as I am against abortions in the real world. I just can't raise this little fantasy into a brilliant novel on my own!!! *tears and such * )
...
Yeah sorry.
Soooo with much help from Sabs; I gots me this Tokio Hotel music. Guess who's having De Ja Vu! Yeah, me! When I first met my good friend Catherine last year all we had to talk about was a boy band that could be considered a tweens version of TH. Daz right, Cathy and I were united by the Jo-Bros. In Nick Jonas we stand! *various fist pumps* Though she was a Joe girl herself.
Heres how the stories collide:
I'd known Catherine for a long time because my best friend was close with her.

I'd known Sabrina for a long time because my best friend was close with her; we also went to elementary school together.

We started talking sometimes when that other girl was around.

I'd talk to Sabrina when she was hanging with Catherine.

I had a minuscule admiration for Nick Jonas (I thought he was kind of cute.) so I told her I liked the Jonas Brothers entirely.

I had seen Tokio Hotel ONCE on t.v. 2 years before and sort of liked them; so I asked questions about them and got myself involved.

Both of them got me up to date on everything that had happened to these guys from their births to that very minute.

I got obsessed with the Jonas Brothers.

I got ... well I'm not obsessed with Tokio Hotel I just really like their music and find Tom cute.

But yeah. I still have little day dreams about Tom like how I used to with Nick. But I'm a girl and girls obsess over boys.
Am I the only one who thinks Bill Kaulitz's voice in the English Humanoid cd sounds the slightest bit like Joe Jonas'?
Hallo?
~P

Twhat?!

<--(Darlingest Mika) Ok... So that whole video thing didn't work but iz cool. My life keeps on moving and I just can't keep up with it! Sabrina is a new found friend of mine. It's kind of strange; we've known each other since, what? 3rd grade. But we never talked till a few months ago. We never hung out until a few weeks ago and now we're kinda like this. *crosses fingers* Since I've kinda put the Newsies obsession to rest, I've allowed myself to accept Suhbrinuh's Tokio Hotel obsession to the point that I now spend hours on end on their official forum. Uhhhhh... What the heck is happening to me?! We even had a little bit of a fight over Tom... A member of the band. I promised I'd share both Grace and my most wonderfully precious darlingest Mika in trade for part of her "wittle Tomi". Mika has been my wonderful since 6th grade; I wouldn't trade him off for just any boy. (It's not so much trading as it is accepting her to love him, too.) But she thinks I'M going over the top with TH all of a sudden. I came to school today and she had mika all over her binders. She's making collages left and right! I can't even keep up!
But I am doodling Tom in everything now... And mentioning him every time I get the chance... And... Creepin pictures of him... >.>
It's kind of... Weird. I'm such a plain person. You know me, obsessin over Mark David who isn't even famous anymore and Brighton Sheffield from the Nanny who was only cute for a season or two. Finding someone so different from basic is really weird to me. I'm not saying I like crazy, glitzy, hair spray soaked, sequin wearin' , skinny jean sportin boys all of a sudden. (That would only happen if I liked Bill. Ewwwh!) I'm just sayin... I'm findin a boy a bit over the top... Cute.
Anyone catchin on here?
This takes me back to 6th grade. My whole "I'mma start a band and dye my hair and grow a mohawk! Yeah!" That never happened, did it? Hmm. My head still has hair all around on top so I guess not. I couldn't find someone who was real to obsess over at that time so I made up Eric. My imaginary boyfriend who dyed his hair black with a little blue streak and wore eyeliner would somehow find me in the real world someday. *sniff* He was so cool.
Unfortunatly, I now find boys who dye their hair black with a little streak of deep blue are either emo or gay. Two major turn-offs for this lady.
So I turn to you, Tom. Besides your strange choice of hairstyle, you are generally normal looking and something I can talk about often with ease.
And of course, Sabrina left this door wide open for me to waltz right in... And she wonders how I suddenly like them...
On this note I must propose something. Cause; I haz a question...
Which Taeyang should I get?

Lead?














Or
Alberic?
















Dwell on THAT!
~Peh

Hey look! I'm still posting! WHY?!?!?!

So, I'm back. To rant more about my life. FUN.
I think I may have mentioned that I've been cast in my choir's production of Alice In Wonderland. Geez, that made it sound like it was actually important or something! I'm a little confused as to why I was cast as the Queen Of Hearts. I get that I'm tall and I'm a good singer and I have the best obnoxious 'I'm sort of British but it's hard to tell because I'm so loud and rude' voice, but I'm not a chunky legged, doubled chinned, red faced jerk like the lady I'm supposed to portray. So who am I turning this character into?
I have a few choices.
1. I can be that obese, spoiled woman from the original Disney movie everyone knows about. (Though this involves eating a lot of cake and getting out of gym class somehow.)

2. I can be the lanky, tall Queen of Hearts who's stubborn and loud.

3. I can be the cute, cunning Queen Of Hearts who masters in Simon Says like no other champ and gives shifty glances to Alice to make her feel incredibly uncomfortable... >:)

4. I can be the mood swinging drama queen who's happy one minute and peeved the next.

5. I can go onstage and pass out of stage fright.

So many choices... Everyone says I'm ''convincing'' during rehearsal. Hmm... I'm also told my voice is "perfect" and I could scare the buhgeeburs out of my fellow actors' dads any day... (New hobby?) I think I was given the role hands down. Not only because I was probably the loudest of all who auditioned but because I really fit the role. I will admit, I am being a diva about not have very many lines and having to ruin my solo by yelling instead of singing, (I also expect a costume made of the finest materials and literally fit for a Queen, tee-hee!) but I'm happy nonetheless.
And very, very excited.
Now...
OFF WITH YOUR HEADS!
~P

The evolution of an inanimate object.

Well... Sort of inanimate. She does have a face. Natsumi, my doll, I mean. Ha, Natsumi, what a stupid name! I tried to change it but it wouldn't stick. I love her anyhow. This post is going to be about Pullip of course. (Just found out it's pronounced Pu-lip. Like tulip.) My best friend is getting Kirsche and eventually we want to split a Horizon 50-50 and me, I'm ordering a Lead with a fur wig as soon a I get back from New York. I'll also be thinking about buying a poor Prunella for $35 off a careless dolly owner, but good friend. I just have no idea what I'll do with her.
So anyway, back to the evolution thing. Nat has changed. A lot.
From the beginning:













To the pony:



















To the cut (My personal favorite, but it got too messy.) :




















To the 2nd pony (My LEAST favorite):
















To the baldness... :














The re-wig:














To today:





























She really is adorable.
I have a lot to think about "dolly wise" . I just got another one and I'm already thinking ahead. I already know I want no more then 8 but with all the ones I want it's pushing to 10! I'm trying to be the person with only so many. I want to have just 4 or 5 to customize and really love instead of 15-20 that collect dust and stay stock. So wanting a dal, 6 more pullip, and 2 taeyang isn't exactly helping. Why do I have to like DOLLS of all things?! I'm such a reject. I wish I found Twilight appealing.






But it's "How can you NOT resist this face?"
















"Isn't he so handsome in a new wig? "


























"I thought he was ugly before, too... But have you SEEN the customer pictures?!"

























Aren't I a loser? Not wasting my money on clothes or UGGs, but dolls.
I should re-think my obsessions.

~P

Don't ask me why I'm postin...

Cause I don't know why. I've just been super bored and too lazy to actually sit and write in an actually diary.
No more panicking about the turtle. Thats what I've told myself. Sure, changing his water everyday is a pain in the bum and REALLY EXPENSIVE. *Cough* *Cough* But I'll do it for him. (Plus he goes II so much it's just disgusting to keep it as is.) And I MIGHT be getting a used Prunella for my birthday from a very good friend of mine. Well, as long as her mom says it's ok I am. Other then that I'm going for a Venus no matter how much I hate shiny faces...
I hurt in a strange area and I fear it's something fatal because I'm me and I freak about this kind of stuff. Is it hot in here? I think I'm loosing my sight... FREDRICKSON?! FREDRICSON?! WHERE ARE YOU?! Oh... Wait, he left.
Did I mention I'm loosing my sanity?
I'm also going to New York CITY for spring break. My sister, mother, and I are going to go see Wicked (I knew if I waited I'd get to see it at it's best, on Broadway!) while my brothers and my dad go eat food or something. I forgot. We're going shopping and my sister and I are going to spend hours and hours on end in that giant Forever21 I keep hearing about. We're going to Brooklyn (SPOT?!) to visit the little poor children we sponsor through a Christian ministry who's name escapes me.

I'm getting my braces off tomorrow.
Heck. Yes.

Tired and in pain I'm ending this post.
-P-