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<--(Darlingest Mika) Ok... So that whole video thing didn't work but iz cool. My life keeps on moving and I just can't keep up with it! Sabrina is a new found friend of mine. It's kind of strange; we've known each other since, what? 3rd grade. But we never talked till a few months ago. We never hung out until a few weeks ago and now we're kinda like this. *crosses fingers* Since I've kinda put the Newsies obsession to rest, I've allowed myself to accept Suhbrinuh's Tokio Hotel obsession to the point that I now spend hours on end on their official forum. Uhhhhh... What the heck is happening to me?! We even had a little bit of a fight over Tom... A member of the band. I promised I'd share both Grace and my most wonderfully precious darlingest Mika in trade for part of her "wittle Tomi". Mika has been my wonderful since 6th
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grade; I wouldn't trade him off for just any boy. (It's not so much trading as it is accepting her to love him, too.) But she thinks I'M going over the top with TH all of a sudden. I came to school today and she had mika all over her binders. She's making collages left and right! I can't even keep up!
But I am doodling Tom in everything now... And mentioning him every time I get the chance... And... Creepin pictures of him... >.>
It's kind of... Weird. I'm such a plain person. You know me, obsessin over Mark David who isn't even famous anymore and Brighton Sheffield from the Nanny who was only cute for a season or two. Finding someone so different from basic is really weird to me. I'm not saying I like crazy, glitzy, hair spray soaked, sequin wearin' , skinny jean sportin boys all of a sudden. (T
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ha
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t would only happen if I liked Bill. Ewwwh!) I'm just sayin... I'm findin a boy a bit over the top... Cute.
Anyone catchin on here?
This takes me back to 6th grade. My whole "I'mma start a band and dye my hair and grow a mohawk! Yeah!" That never happened, did it? Hmm. My head still has hair all around on top so I guess not. I couldn't find someone who was real to obsess over at that time so I made up Eric. My imaginary boyfriend who dyed his hair black with a little blue streak and wore eyeliner would somehow find me in the real world someday. *sniff* He was so cool.
Unfortunatly, I now find boys who dye their hair black with a little streak of deep blue are either emo or gay. Two major turn-offs for this lady.
So I turn to you, Tom. Besides your strange choice of hairstyle, you are generally normal looking and something I can talk about often with ease.
And of course, Sabrina left this door wide open for me to waltz right in... And she wonders how I suddenly
like them...
On this note I must propose something. Cause; I haz a question...
Which Taeyang should I get?
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Lead?
Or
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Alberic?
Dwell on THAT!
~Peh